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the stiles stilinski effect ([personal profile] 147lbs) wrote in [community profile] anther2013-02-19 11:11 pm
failpha: (or deep in your soul)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-20 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
He runs. It's not out of necessity, but out of want. He wants to run and clear his head, to push the things he can't focus on out of his thoughts and away from him.

Today he chose a path that he assumed was deserted. It felt empty and it felt as though he hadn't been this way in a while. Which is why when he heard the flutter of sound he was almost concerned that there's a wounded animal somewhere. His gate slowed, turning around as he tried to pinpoint the location of the sound. He wasn't a vet tech, but as he listened for the sound he realized the tone pitched up.

It was not an animal.

That level of awareness came to him and he suddenly wondered if he should keep walking... and if he should keep walking toward the sound.

It's too late, though as the sound pitches up again into a soft whine and he spots the source. Stiles' Jeep. Two pale legs splayed against the dash and his stomach flipped. It was not something he intended to encounter and he felt as if he had invaded her private space.
failpha: (as long as we explain)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-21 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Each breath he draws inward is heavy with the air around him. He tries to focus on the earthy scents. The wet leaves, the raw bark, dirt and moss... instead he just smells sex. It's not as though the scent is unfamiliar to him. Not even the fact that it's the heavy scent of Stiles and her body. No... he's smelled that more than a few times when he's come by her house unannounced to ask her a question. It's the kind of scent that clings to the air and everything around it.

Now, as he swallows thickly, he's trying not to smell it because it's more than just the cling of sex -- it's arousal and it's happening right now. He can hear the whine of sound, the rustling of fabric and he can't help that involuntary tug to the thigh of his jeans, trying to ease the tension of denim that feels almost too tight.

Derek knows that he should turn around and leave. It's rude. It's an invasion of privacy. It's Stiles and he should have the decency to give her the space she clearly wanted by... coming out here to the woods.

In public.

Where anyone can just come up and see.

God dammit, Stiles. Anyone can come up and see.

Which is why Derek opts for plan B which does not involve him ducking his head and turning around to go back the way he came. No, this is Derek trying to make sure he's positioned to keep an eye on the path that leads toward the Jeep, because he doesn't want someone happening on her.

He brushes it off as protective, but his line of sight is taking his attention away from the path as he sees her ankle rock slightly, shifting her weight.

His mouth feels dry. His hands heavy.

Every breath just surrounds him with the heat of her and he shouldn't be watching her, but when her body shifts and her shoulders press to the back of the seat, he can see the path behind the Jeep and the pale of her skin between her breasts.

And yes, it's official. Stiles does have breasts.
failpha: (just lost the time)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-22 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
The one reprieve he has is that he can't actually see what her hand is doing. She's seated low and while he can see her shoulder moving and her body ...

Drawing in a sharp breath he realizes he needs to stop paying so much attention to her and more attention to the road. Except, the scent of her is surrounding him and it only gets heavier the longer he stands there. Swallowing, his weight shifts on his feet. He wants to focus on the sound of the ground beneath his shoes, the way the leaves break and crumble.

Instead, he only hears the soft whines and pants of Stiles. He hears the movement of the driver's seat. He hears the slick sound of saturated skin being rubbed over and pressed upon. His breathing slows as he tries to take in less of the air around him.

It turns out breathing slower, just means the scent of her arousal just lingers around him collecting before he inhales. It's a horrible plan.

His gaze fixates on her features, the parting of her lips as she huffs out those sounds of pleasure, the way her feet wriggle freely against the dash. He watches her being drawn to her own pleasure and can't help but feel aroused himself.

Not that he's going to do anything about that. Instead his fist clenches at his side, jaw tensing in strict defiance of his body and its natural reactions to sex and intimate pleasure.

This is a reaction that has not been approved by Derek Hale.
failpha: (not scared of anyone)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-23 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
When she looks at him, he freezes. Not that... he was moving before, but he stills his breath, quiets his thoughts and tries to not make this any more uncomfortable than it already is. He expects her to start caterwauling at him, to shriek, and maybe he's preparing himself for that. The internal wincing that comes with that thought of being a disappointment, being a letdown and a failure.

Instead, Stiles continues onward and her gaze is definitely something marked with a challenge directed at him. His mouth drops a bit. Not enough that he looks like he's standing there with a gaping wide open mouth, but his lips definitely part as he exhales slowly. The tension that had been pooling low in his body takes a hard turn to the left and his upper thigh tenses, knowing that he's just going to get even more uncomfortable in his jeans if he stays there.

He can't leave now, though, can he? He can't just walk away now that she's nearly daring him to keep watching.

Derek's palm presses to his hard length, trying to adjust himself, trying to make things not quite so uncomfortable. The motion goes from an adjustment, though, to a bit more of a downward press. He exhales through nostrils, trying to rid himself of her scent, but it's heavy in the air and it overwhelms him as his hand continues to press against his jeans.
failpha: (what have we done)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-23 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The moan she makes rushes through him like electricity. It's clear in her actions, in the way that she stares him down that she doesn't mind him watching, that she wants him to watch. He's not exactly sure why, but he knows that her intent is clear. He also isn't quite aware that his hand is still rubbing against his cock, but when he refocuses and actually notices that his hand apparently has its own agenda, he lets out a huff of air. The brush of his hand over denim is just making things worse for him.

Swallowing hard, he groans with an edge of hostility to his tone. He's not entirely comfortable with this situation, but he realizes that he's done it to himself. He chose to stand here, he chose to watch over her, to protect her as she pleasured herself.

He allowed himself to focus on the heavy scent of her, to hear the song of her as if she was a siryn and her moans were her call. Clenching his jaw, his fingers moved up to unbutton his jeans. Frustration allowed him to unzip his zipper, pressing long fingers into his jeans and pressing his touch against himself in his boxers.

It felt good and he couldn't deny that his state of arousal is in part to the fact that Stiles is making the entire wooded area thick with the scent of her sex. His free hand tugged at the side of denim, trying to give his hand more room without exactly exposing himself yet. He can see what Stiles is doing to herself, but he isn't watching her intimately, her hand and those touches she gives to her body are masked by the Jeep itself.
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[personal profile] failpha 2013-02-25 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
It almost makes it easier to know that she's watching, that she's okay with this level of intimate behavior. Almost. Still, as Derek watches her, he can't help the heaviness of his breath and the way each intake of air, just continues to circulate her scent around him. Swallowing hard, his hand moves over himself, fingers curling around his length over the thin layer of cotton that he feels is still protecting his decency in the moment. As his hand strokes against his cock, he keeps noticing the way her eyes move from his to his jeans. TO what he's doing.

It's been a while since he's even considered this sort of contact with someone present and maybe it's that she seems to want to see, but he's nearly curious to know what might happen if he did expose himself to her. Clearly, thinking that it's exposing himself is not the best train of thought to have. That is the train of thought that edges toward a criminal offense.

His hand moves from within his jeans and tugs at the sides of his zipper a bit more before shoving at the waist of his boxers. He doesn't want to end up with his pants around his knees, but he can definitely press his boxers so that they bunch up into his jeans and allow the elastic to press beneath his erection and settle against his sac. It takes a bit of effort and he's sure it looks awkward from this distance.

Either way, he's doing it and this time when his hand reaches into his jeans it's the warm press of his palm against skin and he shuts his eyes. Not to say that Derek doesn't do this when he's alone, but there is a time and a place for this and he hasn't had much of either these days. A free hand moves the side of his jeans a bit more as he withdraws his cock from within his jeans and allows a long stroke to pull away from his body. Opening his eyes, he looks across the way at her, to see if there's a reaction, to see if he can see her shoulder shift downward, to signal that her fingers are slipping into her pussy a bit more.

For a split second, he wishes he could see.
failpha: (but we stayed)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-03-01 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
He hears that gasp, that soft sound and it runs through him like electricity. His hand pulls along his length, thumb brushing over his head as he glances down to his cock in his own hand. His hand runs over the full length, from the base of his shaft until his hand swallows the tip. Though his chin is still dropped, his eyes flick up once more, watching her with a moment of intensity, letting each move that he can imagine her making push him onward.

His grip shifts slightly, tightening around himself as he feels that warmth run through his core. The slickness that forms at his tip gets drawn down with a sweeping of his thumb, his head lifting fully, tipping back as he swallows a moan. He doesn't want to hear himself, even if he's sure that Stiles won't mind the sounds. It's difficult for him to allow his mind to press toward that pleasure, to break beyond that wall of self-hate.

Allowing his wrist to loosen, the stroke picks up a more fluid movement. The small amount of slick gives him less friction as it presses to his palm and along his length. Once more, his gaze leveling out to watch her.
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[personal profile] failpha 2013-03-03 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
Even if the sounds she makes are pressed to her skin, he hears them. He hears everything from the hiccup of air she pulls into her lungs to the shift in the seat as she rocks against her hand. He takes in those details trying to let them form not an image of her, but a setting for her body to be moving against. He hasn't seen her, doesn't know how far the gap between her thighs sets her apart, doesn't know how she shaves -- if she shaves. He doesn't even know what sort of panties she wears, but he has the sounds of her moving around to give him enough.

He can watch her shoulder, the way it drops. He can see her hand the way is brushes over her breast, the parting of her lips and each moan that slips free.

He uses it. He builds that scenario and lets it slide over him. His hand moves rougher now, harsher pulls against himself as he feels that slick start to dry over his length. His feet shift their stance, letting a crinkle of leaves at his shoes flood his sense of hearing for a moment before he's back to focusing on Stiles.

Derek lets his hand slow over his cock, trying to see if he can move his hand along with the pace of her shoulder. He wants to see if he can match to her, to let his stroke against himself time to her plunging her fingers into herself. It's a gamble, since he can't see her, but maybe she'll see the motion and try to match to him. It's slightly... pornographic, but he assumes they both know they're sharing this now. He assumes it'll be easier for both of them if they simply accept that and share it all.
failpha: (as long as we explain)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-03-07 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
There's that moment of recognition and his stance shifts slightly. He wants to lean back against a tree, but the tree is too far behind him for that to even be feasible. Instead, he realizes he just needs to steady himself and be as sturdy as he can be.

His strokes move in time to the shift of her shoulder and he can smell her. It circles around him and maybe it's not truly around him, but his mind is letting that scent build and nearly mark him as territory that she's taking some intimate claim on.

He'll never agree to that. Never admit that his thoughts went there.

If he even mentions this. Ever.

He probably won't.

He won't look at the Jeep the same way, that's one certain thing.

His movement goes erratic for a second, his knee trying to buckle because his body wants to be supported. It wants to have some sort of relief for the repeated motion to continue.

Derek pushes onward, letting his wrist flex and his grip shift just enough to allow his arm to move outward more. It frees up his stance and as his gaze flickers between his cock and her eyes, he tries to keep his focus to her. Murmurings of moans start to slip into formed words. A wetting of his lips now draws a single phrase, nearly formed on his lips.

'Come on.'

It's for him.

It's for her.

It's just a phrase, but he almost wants her to hear it. Whispered to her. Hot on her ear.
failpha: (an opinion or lust)

[personal profile] failpha 2013-03-31 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
He watches her, feeling the tension in her frame as his own grows taut. His grip shifts and the pace quickens. His words keep pressing him onward as he feels the air change, the scent grow heavier then suddenly there is a sharp quality to it. The sounds she makes are different, higher in pitch and it's in the moment that he realizes the change and that pushes his own drive forward.

It's only a few more moments and his own climax is coming quick and hard. Making his shoulder stutter as his hand nearly stills over himself. It's a tightness in his groin for a moment before he feels the heat of his release. The rush of brightness that pulls at his vision before he forces himself to look at her. His stature shifts slightly, once more wishing he had something to lean on, but it's not too difficult to stay standing.
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[personal profile] failpha 2013-04-14 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
This is the part he hadn't realized he'd have to deal with. Standing there with his jeans around his, well at this point, ankles and his briefs shifted low onto his thighs. Exposed in the woods, having just satisfied one of the more base urges in his life and with the witness and slight, though it's possible to just consider it more, active participant.

This is the part where he has to actually deal with what to do now. This isn't sex where he has to make sure she's okay and offer to hold her. She had her own goals and maybe he helped, maybe he gave her something. Either way, he's not sure how rude it's going to be when he just starts to redress.

Not that it matters, because that's exactly what he does.
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[personal profile] failpha 2013-04-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
That... definitely solves the problem. Not that it is a problem, but it has edged into the odd territory of what to do next and he has to admit that standing there with his dick hanging out of his jockeys isn't the best way to just stand in the woods.

He isn't planning on talking about this. In fact, he's hoping both of them just file this away and never return to think about it again. It's natural and something both of them needed and it doesn't matter why it happened or if it'll happen again.

No. Wait. He doesn't want to - oh good, she's pulling away.

He zips up and turns around, hoping to leave but he pauses, moving to kick dirt and leaves over the wet spot he made in the dirt. He knows he doesn't have to, but he doesn't want some animal trying to roll in it. With that handled, he turns and moves back through the woods the way he came.

Walked. The way he walked there.